hospitalisations

and the event the you  end up in the hospital  there are many fears , one you feel paranoid thinking that the goverment is behind all this,and other fear is that you going to be poison by the nurses and that the nurses are alsso involve in the plan to kill you , you will also fear that all the othe pasients want to heart you so your mind is so confuse and the body is absorving all this quimicals that the mind is throing at you and you come to bveleveid that there is nohope and that it will be better if you die///    But of corse that will not happen but  as you seat in the hospital and view through a window feel the sun concentrate in the light inside your brain it is a clear light is the light that you were born with and all those feelings will go away when you start controling   your mimd .through simply observin how your own mind is creating all these thouths ,emotions and the fears that come with all tht religious vissions created by a untraind mind